i miss us like so much. i just dont know how to tell you anymore. we are no on our way yet but it seems like we do. you act like we have nothing but when i started to push you away, you came back. just why?
i dont know how to talk to you like we used to. because our cpnversation will end up with fight. is it me the problem? why cant you tell me? i know you have this big problem abt jealousy thingy but cant you think?
i want to talk to you so bad like so bad but im scared if you will scold me. like yesterday. i have no one to talk to. its only you besides my family. but you, you understand my situation the most. you know everything i need to but you are not there when i need you the most. you blame me for smthg i didnt do, for smthg that has nothing to do with me.
its not me who changed, its you. i hope you realize that :(