Because I Do

         

Have you ever felt being stab? Have you ever felt that you thought you already had everything, you almost have it but you're totally wrong? 

Because i do. 

Have you ever feel butterflies in tummy? Have you ever get excited whenever the one you're waiting for is back? Have you? 

Because i do. 

Do you know that i kept all my tears and joy all this while just to see you smile? Do you know that i hold back my anger, my ego, my selfishness, my badass attitude just to hear you laugh? Do you know that i've waited you every night just to know you are fine over there? Do you?

Because i do. 

I did almost everything that a heartless girl like me could never do. I did but do you ever realize that? I get hurt by the words you said to me. I get hurt whenever you said i'm being immature. I get hurt whenever you didnt pay attention for what i'm saying. I almost get hurt for everything you did nowadays. I've tried to swallow it all because i know how suffer your life there. 

But once again, do you know that i need you too? Do you know that whenever i need a shoulder to lean on you arent there? Do you know that when i wanted to tell you how happy i was, you will be mad at me? Do you know that i keep all this alone and i feel like to burst but i cant? Do you? 

But somehow, i believe thats the way you love someone. Perhaps. Its my choice to choose you over all the people out there. Its my choice. But its your choice once again to choose me out of the girls out there.