Three days without my best girls. I wonder how can i live in such a cruel world? I miss them so much eventho i just met them few hours ago. Their absence makes me feel so awkward. I have no friends to shout to, to jump with and to cry with.
Usually at this moment, i will be on their bed. Gossiping. Or maybe just lying down do nothing. But now i'm all alone. I dont know with whom im gonna walk with. How if i sudden break down? Who gonna say "its okay" to me? Who gonna cheer me up?
Three days is not that long but to me is way too long. Even a minute is suffering. I cried. Of course, i have him by my side. Yes, he is back. But will it be worth it if he is beside me but im still sad and broke inside? I tried to say how im struggling with the feeling im facing right now to him but he act all cold. You think is it worth it if i told him about this?
I do really need him at this very moment but..
I know you are too busy with all this stuff. I know that you hate i always get the weekend and so on but for once please, understand me.