Future

 So ive read If I Stay novel and sometimes i get drifted away by the scene. I mean like, how i wish i am Mia. How i wish i can see if someone react towards my dying state moment. 

Its 1am and i have many things in mind. Tomorrow is the day where we gonna register our first year in degree and i really hope that i can score this time. Last semester i was too busy with unecessary things and its time to grow up now. 

Put aside all of the lovey dovey and dramatic stuff. Lets focus on my future. 

Well eventho sometimes i get hurt with people around me but its grown up time right? I have to be brave and finally face that the reality of my life is in my own hand not others. 

                          

Stay strong dyna. Ignore all the nonsense that try to put you down. Enjoy yourself. You deserve this. You need to. Dont stress up yourself. If people decide to leave you, just remember that its their loss not you. Have fun in degree year, blue badge all the wayyyy 💪